I sat down this morning to check off the first thing on my “to do list” – my God & I time. As I cracked open the book of choice for this year to get my thought for the morning – WOW – it’s almost like He knew exactly what I needed at exactly that moment.  You see, yesterday as we ate lunch my DH looked at me and said, “I’m worried about you.” That’s all it took to send me spiraling downward; self-doubt, rage, questions that have no answers, self-pity, and many more emotions followed. The truth is, I’m…